Sunday, November 29, 2009
There isn't a day where I can be happy when I'm at home.
My mother is just indescribable.
And I can't stand her.
She's so full of emotions that I am at a loss at many times of the day.
And sometimes, it's just over trivial things.
I told her that I want to stop attending my private Erhu lessons from next year onwards, because I want to focus more on my studies.
Yet, she says she wants to leave home.
HELLO?! I am not giving up, because in school I still play the Erhu!
It's not like I have gave up on it and am totally not learning anything right?
Then, she goes blabbering on and on about me wasting money and efforts on the Erhu due to transportation fees, the Erhu lesson fees, and the Erhu.
I know I have used up a lot of money, however, someone wants to buy my Erhu with $1650 which is $150 more than the original price that we had paid.
And, I didn't waste anything because I had already gone for my Erhu Grade 6 exam and I had already passed!
Also, sometimes stopping or giving up something is the start of something new.
I already had no more interests in Erhu but I am still learning it!
It is so painful to do something that you don't want too, and furthermore I'm sort of being forced.
She says that she wants to leave home because I stop learning the Erhu, and to stop her from leaving, I've got to keep attending the Erhu lessons!
I'm being forced!
I cannot stand it anymore! It hurts so much that I'm going to be numb very soon.
We just happen to have different perspective on things.
AND IT HURTS.
My mother is just indescribable.
And I can't stand her.
She's so full of emotions that I am at a loss at many times of the day.
And sometimes, it's just over trivial things.
I told her that I want to stop attending my private Erhu lessons from next year onwards, because I want to focus more on my studies.
Yet, she says she wants to leave home.
HELLO?! I am not giving up, because in school I still play the Erhu!
It's not like I have gave up on it and am totally not learning anything right?
Then, she goes blabbering on and on about me wasting money and efforts on the Erhu due to transportation fees, the Erhu lesson fees, and the Erhu.
I know I have used up a lot of money, however, someone wants to buy my Erhu with $1650 which is $150 more than the original price that we had paid.
And, I didn't waste anything because I had already gone for my Erhu Grade 6 exam and I had already passed!
Also, sometimes stopping or giving up something is the start of something new.
I already had no more interests in Erhu but I am still learning it!
It is so painful to do something that you don't want too, and furthermore I'm sort of being forced.
She says that she wants to leave home because I stop learning the Erhu, and to stop her from leaving, I've got to keep attending the Erhu lessons!
I'm being forced!
I cannot stand it anymore! It hurts so much that I'm going to be numb very soon.
We just happen to have different perspective on things.
AND IT HURTS.
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