Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Today was a total disappointment.
Okays, I shall "reveal" my results.
English Component 5 - 20/30 [I improved but it's still not very good]
Maths Common test on C4 to D6 - 26/35 [Damn, I still need half a mark to get A1]
Biology Common test - 28/50 [Totally disappointed. I was expecting to get 32<]
Geography Common test - 8/20 [Absolutely disappointing. This is my third failed test]
As you can see, there are areas I improved on, and areas where I need to work hard...
It's really happy to receive your marks when you get good grades, yeah.
But then, you get down when you know you've done badly for something.
I've been slacking all the while, not wanting to lift a finger on my homework.
AND, worst of all, there's a lot of times where I burnt midnight oil for my tests/exams.
Yeah, I know, I'm just stupid to do that.
I know it's the streaming year, and I'm getting all tensed up, but I really just can't be bothered.
Oh yeah, tomorrow is MYE, Mid Year Examinations!!!
MUG, PEOPLE, MUG MUG MUG!!! LET'S BURN MIDNIGHT OIL AGAIN! :)
Okays, I shall "reveal" my results.
English Component 5 - 20/30 [I improved but it's still not very good]
Maths Common test on C4 to D6 - 26/35 [Damn, I still need half a mark to get A1]
Biology Common test - 28/50 [Totally disappointed. I was expecting to get 32<]
Geography Common test - 8/20 [Absolutely disappointing. This is my third failed test]
As you can see, there are areas I improved on, and areas where I need to work hard...
It's really happy to receive your marks when you get good grades, yeah.
But then, you get down when you know you've done badly for something.
I've been slacking all the while, not wanting to lift a finger on my homework.
AND, worst of all, there's a lot of times where I burnt midnight oil for my tests/exams.
Yeah, I know, I'm just stupid to do that.
I know it's the streaming year, and I'm getting all tensed up, but I really just can't be bothered.
Oh yeah, tomorrow is MYE, Mid Year Examinations!!!
MUG, PEOPLE, MUG MUG MUG!!! LET'S BURN MIDNIGHT OIL AGAIN! :)
Labels: MYE IS HERE---
7:26 PM sprinklinq love Y
Thursday, April 23, 2009
Nothing has ever been going my way.
There's so many things and people that I have to bear with,
and so many obstacles to overcome.
Everything's going wrong. Way wrong.
I've lost my interest and inspiration for the current fanfiction.
My studies have been declining since the start of the year and I'm failing them.
I have to tolerate both of my irritating parents.
It's really REALLY unbearable.
I'm going bonkers. Almost at the point of losing control.
Now, I'm mentally disabled already.
I don't know what I'm doing, why I'm doing it, and most of all, I don't know why I'm here.
Seriously.
I don't think my existence is important. No no, of course it isn't.
Without me, my classmates would have been happier.
Without me, my parents would also have been happier.
I'm not important at all.
People just yell at me like they don't give me a damn.
They really don't care at all. I'm just such a nuisance.
People like me shouldn't be living on, no.
Sometimes I really feel like giving up.
I've been storing all my feelings in my heart, and it's all overflowing already.
My chest hurts a lot, it seems like it's gonna explode in no time.
Suicide is something I've been considering since a long time ago.
Yes, I am one of the idiots who have gave a thought about suicide.
But you know, I am also a coward, so I didn't dare to give it a try though,
if not, I would already be long gone.
I've lost my goal in life. I don't know why I still keep living on.
Everything seems worthless to me, and life has lost its values.
My life has no values, it's worthless.
If I were dead, nobody would grief over me.
"Row, row, row your boat, gently down the stream,
Merrily, merrily, merrily, merrily, life is but a dream."
I finally understand this song.
There's somebody in the boat that's dying away,
and he realises that life is nothing but just a dream.
Everything is just a dream,
all the emotions, the obstacles, the events ...
All was just a dream, and we're all living in our own dreams.
We belong to nobody, we are just an illusion, nothing more.
I, just like that man in the boat dying away, have finally realised what is life.
It's the overall obstacle that we have to overcome.
But I've alreay given up.
Oh, I really don't know what to do.
I don't have any goals.
I used to have goals, but I couldn't accomplish it.
At first I didn't give up, but gradually, over and over again, I experienced the bitter fruits of failure.
Eventually, I gave up.
I had lost hope in every area, and yes, I don't know where to start from again.
I guess I'm just like an old car, with it's engine a bit run down and needs some repair before it can start its journey again.
I sure hope I'm like that old car.
But now, I still don't know what to do.
Sometimes I wake up with tears glistening on my cheeks, but I couldn't remember what was in my dream. I didn't even know I had one.
You see, I'm all emotionally confused and mixed-up.
I need a real friend, a true friend.
Yet, because I was betrayed 2 years ago, I was scared to entrust my feelings on these new friends. And they gradually drifted apart from me.
I was afraid, afraid of everything, yet not showing a sense of fright in my eyes.
I had hidden everything well, and people thus don't really understand me.
They think I'm the WeiFeng that they know, but actually I'm not.
Gee, I thought I'd have hope. See, I lost hope again.
I really wished something would go my way. Really.
There's so many things and people that I have to bear with,
and so many obstacles to overcome.
Everything's going wrong. Way wrong.
I've lost my interest and inspiration for the current fanfiction.
My studies have been declining since the start of the year and I'm failing them.
I have to tolerate both of my irritating parents.
It's really REALLY unbearable.
I'm going bonkers. Almost at the point of losing control.
Now, I'm mentally disabled already.
I don't know what I'm doing, why I'm doing it, and most of all, I don't know why I'm here.
Seriously.
I don't think my existence is important. No no, of course it isn't.
Without me, my classmates would have been happier.
Without me, my parents would also have been happier.
I'm not important at all.
People just yell at me like they don't give me a damn.
They really don't care at all. I'm just such a nuisance.
People like me shouldn't be living on, no.
Sometimes I really feel like giving up.
I've been storing all my feelings in my heart, and it's all overflowing already.
My chest hurts a lot, it seems like it's gonna explode in no time.
Suicide is something I've been considering since a long time ago.
Yes, I am one of the idiots who have gave a thought about suicide.
But you know, I am also a coward, so I didn't dare to give it a try though,
if not, I would already be long gone.
I've lost my goal in life. I don't know why I still keep living on.
Everything seems worthless to me, and life has lost its values.
My life has no values, it's worthless.
If I were dead, nobody would grief over me.
"Row, row, row your boat, gently down the stream,
Merrily, merrily, merrily, merrily, life is but a dream."
I finally understand this song.
There's somebody in the boat that's dying away,
and he realises that life is nothing but just a dream.
Everything is just a dream,
all the emotions, the obstacles, the events ...
All was just a dream, and we're all living in our own dreams.
We belong to nobody, we are just an illusion, nothing more.
I, just like that man in the boat dying away, have finally realised what is life.
It's the overall obstacle that we have to overcome.
But I've alreay given up.
Oh, I really don't know what to do.
I don't have any goals.
I used to have goals, but I couldn't accomplish it.
At first I didn't give up, but gradually, over and over again, I experienced the bitter fruits of failure.
Eventually, I gave up.
I had lost hope in every area, and yes, I don't know where to start from again.
I guess I'm just like an old car, with it's engine a bit run down and needs some repair before it can start its journey again.
I sure hope I'm like that old car.
But now, I still don't know what to do.
Sometimes I wake up with tears glistening on my cheeks, but I couldn't remember what was in my dream. I didn't even know I had one.
You see, I'm all emotionally confused and mixed-up.
I need a real friend, a true friend.
Yet, because I was betrayed 2 years ago, I was scared to entrust my feelings on these new friends. And they gradually drifted apart from me.
I was afraid, afraid of everything, yet not showing a sense of fright in my eyes.
I had hidden everything well, and people thus don't really understand me.
They think I'm the WeiFeng that they know, but actually I'm not.
Gee, I thought I'd have hope. See, I lost hope again.
I really wished something would go my way. Really.
7:26 PM sprinklinq love Y
Monday, April 20, 2009
It is a great honour to acknowledge that CCHMSCO'09 has attained the Gold with Honours award during today's SYF competition.
To attain today's results, everybody has been working very hard because of the multiple practices in a week. However, our hard work and efforts have not been wasted.
Thank you to all seniors, who came back to Chung Cheng just to see and help us practise;
Thank you to all teachers, who always stayed back late to look after us students;
Thank you for all participants, who helped CCHSMCO to attain the GwH award;
and,
Thank you to 黄文才老师、张彬老师 and those other teachers that have helped us to improve.
AND AND AND teachers, don't forget the AUSTRALIA TRIP that you've promised us!
张彬老师 too! Don't forget to treat us Mcdonald's!
Ahh. now is finally the time to relax and concentrate on our studies.
Although we have attained Gold with Honours,
it will be even more pressurizing for those who are participating the next SYF in 2011.
Because we have to try to attain Gold with Honours again.
But now, FOCUS ON STUDIES!!!
MYE IS IN EXACTLY 9 DAYS' TIME!! :O
oh. my. god.
mug mug mug!!!
To attain today's results, everybody has been working very hard because of the multiple practices in a week. However, our hard work and efforts have not been wasted.
Thank you to all seniors, who came back to Chung Cheng just to see and help us practise;
Thank you to all teachers, who always stayed back late to look after us students;
Thank you for all participants, who helped CCHSMCO to attain the GwH award;
and,
Thank you to 黄文才老师、张彬老师 and those other teachers that have helped us to improve.
AND AND AND teachers, don't forget the AUSTRALIA TRIP that you've promised us!
张彬老师 too! Don't forget to treat us Mcdonald's!
Ahh. now is finally the time to relax and concentrate on our studies.
Although we have attained Gold with Honours,
it will be even more pressurizing for those who are participating the next SYF in 2011.
Because we have to try to attain Gold with Honours again.
But now, FOCUS ON STUDIES!!!
MYE IS IN EXACTLY 9 DAYS' TIME!! :O
oh. my. god.
mug mug mug!!!
Labels: CCHMSCO GOLD WITH HONOURS
10:06 PM sprinklinq love Y
Saturday, April 18, 2009
Hello!
I took Biology test today, and I totally screwed it. Lost around 10 marks.
I think the aim for b4 and above is gone.
And the pizza that Mr Ek promised? Gone too. LOL
But anyway, had CO after the biology test from 9am to 6pm.
not exactly 6. It ended at 6.30pm
Although it was a really long practise,
we had a 1 hour lunch,
and I think it was pretty much fun too.
XinLin is just so funny! Always making us laugh despite the boring practise... (:
And XinZe? I think he's emo-ing from lunch onwards, i don't know why.
YuXiang still as playful as ever,
And Sze Eng also kept laughing at XinLin with me! :D
We're both nuts.
Regarding the biology test, I don't know if I will fail, or not.
60% chance of passing and 40% chance of failing.
Argh, I'm slacking all the time, always reading the notes at the last minute.
I guess I deserve to fail eh? T_T
But, oh, god bless me, please let me pass! I've got to pull up my Science average marks!
Ah, SYF is on Monday.
Pressurized enough yet? - YES
Scared stiff already? - YES
hahas. I really hope we'll achieve Gold with Honours and prove those bad rumours to be false!
And I think no matter what results we achive, I''ll still cry.
If it was Gold, I'll cry because of sadness.
If it was Gold with Honours, I'll cry because of happiness.
Both contrast greatly.
I hope it'll be the 2nd one.
&&& I just LOVE CO!!!
I took Biology test today, and I totally screwed it. Lost around 10 marks.
I think the aim for b4 and above is gone.
And the pizza that Mr Ek promised? Gone too. LOL
But anyway, had CO after the biology test from 9am to 6pm.
not exactly 6. It ended at 6.30pm
Although it was a really long practise,
we had a 1 hour lunch,
and I think it was pretty much fun too.
XinLin is just so funny! Always making us laugh despite the boring practise... (:
And XinZe? I think he's emo-ing from lunch onwards, i don't know why.
YuXiang still as playful as ever,
And Sze Eng also kept laughing at XinLin with me! :D
We're both nuts.
Regarding the biology test, I don't know if I will fail, or not.
60% chance of passing and 40% chance of failing.
Argh, I'm slacking all the time, always reading the notes at the last minute.
I guess I deserve to fail eh? T_T
But, oh, god bless me, please let me pass! I've got to pull up my Science average marks!
Ah, SYF is on Monday.
Pressurized enough yet? - YES
Scared stiff already? - YES
hahas. I really hope we'll achieve Gold with Honours and prove those bad rumours to be false!
And I think no matter what results we achive, I''ll still cry.
If it was Gold, I'll cry because of sadness.
If it was Gold with Honours, I'll cry because of happiness.
Both contrast greatly.
I hope it'll be the 2nd one.
&&& I just LOVE CO!!!
11:03 PM sprinklinq love Y
Sunday, April 12, 2009
There's no good news for a long time,
but there's one for me today!
My erhu's snake skin has already rotted and it has a hole.
ZhangBin ask me if I wanted to change the skin or buy a new erhu..
I wanted to buy a new erhu! =D
AND you know what?
I managed to convince my mum to buy me a good erhu...
one that costs between $1000 to $2000+ , not exceeding $3000.
wow. I was in a daze when my mum actually agreed to let me buy a new erhu.
and especially one that is so expensive.
I almost couldn't believe my ears.
OH MY GOD!
I don't know how it happened.
My mum just agreed to let me buy a new erhu!
How fabulous is that?
(: I can't stop smiling now, and my lips are getting tired.
But I'm still smiling! ~~~ :DDDDDD ~~~
ILY! =P
but there's one for me today!
My erhu's snake skin has already rotted and it has a hole.
ZhangBin ask me if I wanted to change the skin or buy a new erhu..
I wanted to buy a new erhu! =D
AND you know what?
I managed to convince my mum to buy me a good erhu...
one that costs between $1000 to $2000+ , not exceeding $3000.
wow. I was in a daze when my mum actually agreed to let me buy a new erhu.
and especially one that is so expensive.
I almost couldn't believe my ears.
OH MY GOD!
I don't know how it happened.
My mum just agreed to let me buy a new erhu!
How fabulous is that?
(: I can't stop smiling now, and my lips are getting tired.
But I'm still smiling! ~~~ :DDDDDD ~~~
ILY! =P
Labels: able to buy new erhu~~
6:02 PM sprinklinq love Y
Welcome to those-smiling-stars.blogspot.com
Love is like a river,
will cut a new path;
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今は十四歳 図画は好きです
でも一寸スラック
よるしくお願いします!
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Loves Ivy & YanLing Roommates!
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