The raindrops landed on me, and my skin tingled in reaction.
these little raindrops had a chilly yet warm embrace towards me.
I seemed to have cooled down and not so tensed up anymore.
I felt as refreshed as ever, leaving those thoughts of shame and anger behind.
It seems so that I had cleared my mind.
I was grinning gleefully from ear to ear, not noticing how red they'd become.
I had used to think that living on was something that was useless for one who'd already lost his/her goals.
But then, I thought again.
What right does one have to decide on fate, like death?
No one.
Just then I had realised my foolishness.
I have now awakened from those nightmares.
Everything was a joke. Life was the biggest joke one could ever make out of it.
However, living on in pain isn't a pleasure.
Choosing to end one's life is even worst.
Those who had chosen suicide were foolish.
Some were driven to it, while others had chosen it at their own account.
And somehow, I was once one of them, being possessed by these foolishness.
Well, I had thought through it.
Life can be able to go on with determination.
Failure was faced by me for countless times, and I have set my mind on to not give in.
Since I have gone so far, why give up?
No point.
I stared into the gloomy sky once again.
These drops of rain had increased in both volume and amount.
Soon, it was raining buckets.
And then the lightning struck, the thunder arrived shortly after the lightning's descendant.
I made up my mind to believe in myself.
Fate will it be, but there are also other factors that're able to change it.
Advices, hardwork, positive/negative views, etc.
Facing fate it will be, however, I will never give in. NEVER.
I shall work harder, strive for success, and make my way towards victory.
VICTORY IT SHALL BE!!!
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